What Is That Disgusting Smell? Oh Yes, It's Anticipation.

Good morning! I have a teensy case of the sniffles today but it's the Sabbath and so it's all good!

Yesterday I enjoyed a great fun day with my extended family at Willard Bay! I got to ride a jetski which was way fun! But mostly I enjoyed chatting with my cousins, namely Benjamin and Stacy and Brennon. Also just being with my own family was fun! I admittedly ate way too many snacks though!

Work has been alright, and this is my last week! My last day is this Friday, and then so-loooong Baskin Robbins! I'm stoked! As I was filling out my tithing slip this morning I realized that tips go a long way, and that I really need to go to the bank and exchange all my ones! Bahahaha I have like fifty dollars in just ones! It's a funny little problem to have.

Somehow this week I think I accomplished getting my college schedule solidified. Quitting work this week means that college is coming up very quickly! Which is simultaneously exciting and terrifying. My cousin says that "Anything worth doing is going to be scary!" so I'm trusting his advice. I'm excited to get cracking on college because it means I'm going to be freakishly busy; I kind of crave that schedule after a long summer of moping about and having nothing to do. It will help me feel like I'm accomplishing something and help me get my mind off Ben and the fact that he's not here.

Of course it will be hard. I'm taking a full load of 16 credits and I'm hoping to work as well. Combine that with a new campus and living on my own for the first time, and I'm sure I'll be posting about mental breakdowns in a few short weeks! Ha! Life is crazy. Life is so crazy. But! The only way out is through, as I always say. (I never say that.)

And yay! It's already Sunday! Have I mentioned that? That means I get letters tomorrow!

Sigh. So things are rolling, long story short.

Oh! And spiritually I've been knocked around lately. I don't know why I'm just struggling with things. But the scriptures are awesome. And I know that Jesus Christ lives and loves me, so no matter how I'm feeling, I know that He is there. He promises that He will not leave us comfortless or abandon us. I know that even though right now I don't see His plan, someday I'll look back and realize what great works the Lord has done for me! I should hit up the temple this week. :)