So. Thus is begins.
Having graduated, uh, two days ago, the beginning of the rest of my life seems to be starting. So much of life is changing in the next two or three months.
I keep waiting to feel some kind of remorse for the death of my high school years or for the end of my childhood. I keep waiting to feel alone, or start missing my classmates. I thought I'd feel worried or concerned about the future, or scared to leave this all behind. But I honestly don't! I haven't yet! I never do!
I woke up this morning feeling good. I feel reeeaaal good. Like I can take on the world, like I could beat somebody up, like I could go to live at some random college by myself without knowing anything or having any money or any skills. I feel independent. I feel strong. I feel capable! That has never happened to me before! It feels AWESOME!
So to celebrate my new grownup feeling, I went to the temple. I just really felt like I had to be there today. So after some plans with friends fell through, I ended up just going there by myself. And sitting. And enjoying the Spirit of the temple. It was almost completely empty except for a couple other girls and myself, so I got to really open myself up to the guidance and comfort of the Holy Ghost. It's nice to know that the Lord loves me no matter where I am.
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